Yes, what kind of future I'm gonna make? Instead of what does future have to offer? Because it won't offer anything unless we start doing something by ourselves, don't you think so?
Honestly, I had been going with the flow a lot at least until few years ago, but now that I've reached mid-twenties I know I couldn't just be like that. I need to have future plans.
So there I was making some plans for few years ahead. Actually it would be ideal if I could include marriage into my plans but I didn't and yet still don't have any idea about how to work on that. So, the simplest yet most important thing is to decide on what I'm gonna do after graduation. I decided that I'm gonna find a job. Yes, that sounds simple. But turns out it is not as simple as it is. I was once so firm about the image of my plans but recently it starts to shake. Now I have more doubts whether it will be fine or should I change my plans. But I know, I think it's because the journey I have to make towards my plans isn't as smooth as I wish it'll be. That's why I became unsure. The only think I should do now is to keep on trying to get to the place I want to be and have faith that the best is yet to come! :D
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Btw, the past few days in Tokyo have been so cold and feel like it's turning back to winter again. Oh well! Take care wherever you are buddies! Chiao!